Hated

i smoke a pack a day
i hit the pipe sometimes
& drink my pay
screw my friends
understand my need to offend
come home & smack the woman around
tried to apologize
but she deserved it that i know
strangled with her pantyhose
what's with the flowers
can't YOU smell me
i buried YOU & still YOU kill me
with all your crying i can tell
that your disease will make me well
twist your head so i can witness
come & crawl inside my sickness
i'm hated
undisguised
never known why
now i like it