Close My Eyes

My feet on the ground but I can't run
Drowning the noise inside my head
Who is this man that I've become
It's killing me to see myself
How do you learn how to forgive
When deep down inside you can't forget
With all that I regret
I pray for the first time in a long time
The lies fade awayFinally I'm waking up
I feel like I can let you go
Say everything that I wanted to say
I'm ok with being alone
When I close my eyes
When I close my eyesI'm alive
I never was sure but now I am
This was the choice I had to make
Maybe I'll never understand
Sometimes you've got to make mistakesFinally I'm waking up
I feel that I can let you go
Say everything that I wanted to say
Im ok with being alone
Finally I face it off
I fell like I can let it show
I know I can walk away
I'm ok with being alone
When I close my eyes
When I close my eyes
When I close my eyesHow do you know where to go when you go awayWhen I close my eyesHow do you know that you know when it's overI see for the first time in a long time
Believe me when I sayFinally I'm waking up
I feel that I can let you go
Say everything that I wanted to say
I'm ok with being alone
Finally I face it off
I fell like I can let it show
I know I can walk away
I'm ok with being alone
When I close my eyes
When I close my eyes
When I close my eyesI'm alive