This Is Where It Ends

I don't buy everything I read
I haven't even read everything I've bought
I don't cry every time I bleed
My eyes are dry, but they're bloodshotI have faith in medications
I believe in the Prozac Nations
You play doctor, but I've lost patienceBut this is where it ends, this is where it ends
Call the police and call the press
But please, dear God, don't tell my friends
This is where it ends, this is where it endsWhere's my pride? Where's my self-esteem?
Does it show in the drinks I've bought?
I don't hide every time I'm seen
But I try not to get caughtMake excuses for behavior
Can my illness be my savior?
Hid my heart while you still gave yoursBut this is where it ends, this is where it ends
Call the police and call the press
But please, dear God, don't tell my friends
This is where it ends, this is where it endsShe says, she wants to live in a movie
I say, "I want someone else to
Stand behind me and write it all down
'Cause I can't be bothered doing it myself
And I don't want the responsibility
Of proving its importanceI have loved and I have waited
Been picked up and been sedated
Mental health is overratedBut this is where it ends, this is where it ends
Call the police and call the press
But please, dear God, don't tell my friends
This is where it ends, this is where it ends