Do Not Try This At Home

Feel like killnig myself
Put a shotgun to my head
And blast it
Have my nightmare come to an end
And sleep tight
Put a shotgun to my head

Everyone, everyone in the world
Is all...against me
And you...and you
You hate me
At least...
That's what my brain - it tells me
To do something wrong

Today, I feel like picking on someone
Tiny
And then...and then...
I tell lies
The naughtiness in my head
Takes me inside
It ain't right

Mirror please...
Is that me?
Or someone I may know
Thet's not me
With everything on my shoulder
It could be
Maybe I'm in denial
Wake me up please
I just hope, I just hope
It's a bad dream