Cry Myself to Sleep

Cry myself to sleep.
I could hardly speak
Cause you stood on every word,
That I much heard
I look at you and lied with my lips I thought that I loved you
While my soul was asking why
Why am I surprised
I lost the faith in the truth and in turn I lost you
But I won't cry myself to sleep no stop start before it starts
Gonna find myself a pen and write down my heart
I won't cry myself to sleep, No don't let it go too far
Put it down on paper
The reasons were apartI where it's tough to see
Or even begin to understand a girl like me
I find it hard to say
Anything I'm feeling
So I will concentrate
The hurt I live and breathe in so I won'tI won't cry myself to sleep no (stop start before it starts)
Gonna find myself a pen and write down my heart
I won't cry myself to sleep, no (and let it go too far)
Put it down on paper
The reasons were apartIs there a good reason