Self-Fulfilling Prophecy

Self hatred grows in me like cancer
I can't locate its whereabouts but its feasting on its host
I expected him to have the answers
I thought I taught him how to love me
Now he fears me like a ghostSelf-fulfilling prophecy
You're the only guaranteed loyalty
In this town
Full of violent mothers
Cheating fathers
Leaving lovers
I swear to you, I'll never love againThis hunger grows inside me like a tumor
The dizziness just compliments
This failure of a girl
I'm settled now
The show of mine consumes me
But every pound I shed
Speaks volumes of my lack of self controlSelf fulfilling prophecy
You're the only one that dare speak truth about me
In this town of
Well intentioned mothers
Starving daughters
Worried lovers
I swear to you, I'll never eat again