Driven To Destruction

I don't know where to begin

Feel a cleaving in my mind

I can't get my act together

Buzz in my head is too loud

I know something's wrong with me

It's starting to burn out my soul

But I feel so weird in here

When you just sit, listen and nod



All my life

I've been trying to deny and deceive myself



Sense of Insecurity

Restlessness

The turning out

Hatred for my inner chaos

And the color of your couch

I've just had this trouble all my life

Of getting out what is inside



Now I run

But cannot hide



No matter how much I do for them

No matter how much I do for myself

No matter which way I look at it

Fulfillment passes me by



Distracted inner self

On the brink of chaos

Lost it's way



Impatient inner self

On the brink of chaos

Lost it's way



Distracted inner self

I'm tuning out



Impatient inner self

I'm spacing out



Distracted inner self

On the brink of chaos

Lost it's way