Killing Me

I don't mind
The abuse
It fills in time
When I'm not much useBut it's killing me
Killing me slowlyThey all say
I'm too restless
But, words cut deep
When you're defencelessAnd they're killing me
But killing me slowlyThere was a time when we were fine
And I could tolerate you
I do believe that you should leave
'Cause I've grown to hate you
Should I be weak and turn my cheek?
'Cause I'm scared to fall
But I just don't know you
And you don't know me at allI've been told
That love's a celebration
But I've lost faith
Through frustrationAnd it's killing me
And killing me slowlyYou paint my picture black
The joke's on me
And I don't wanna laugh
Remember the good times
Won't you bring them back someday, somehow?I don't mind
Feeling blue
If I could smile
Just like you doAnd it's killing me
Killing me slowlyI can't go on alone
Pretending nothing's wrong
Maybe I just want to belong
Someday, somehow
Somehow