Why

I am not here
I think I've never
Been here at all
Or ever will
I feel like a place
Where no one goes anymoreWhy can't you see that everything's broken?
And why can't you see that my life's turned gray?
I can't believe in anything sacred
When I don't believe that I am realIt seems so bizarre
But none of this matters
Thoughts disappear and hopes have died
But now I am safe, nothing can hurt me hereWhy can't you see my need for forgiveness
The truth and the lies so confused as one
I can't believe in anything sacred
When I don't believe in anythingI am alone
Locked in my memories
There's nowhere left for me to hide
But I am not real
I've made all I am with lies
Why does it seem that everything's different?
And why does it seems that only you are real?
I don't believe in anything sacred
So why do I feel so damned alone?It seems so bizarre
But none of this matters
Thoughts disappear and hopes have died
But now I am safe, nothing can hurt me hereI need someone to break the silence
Screaming in my head
And in my soul