A War Inside

The devil on my should tells me he's proud of me
That it takes a real man to look out for himself and no one else
I don't want to believe that
But sometimes it's easier to just stay silentI wish I knew how to speak out
I never had a problem with words
But only when talking to someone else
Talking to someone elseThere's a wear inside me that's all my own
And I need to talk like a king to keep myself afloat
But how much longer until everyone knows?how much longer until everyone knows?
how much longer until everyone knows?There's a war inside me that's all my own
There's a war inside me that's all my ownI should have started to take my own advice
From the moment that I started giving it
But I can only control what happens from here
And if none of this had happened
Then I couldn't have heardThe angel on my shoulder tells me he's proud of me
That it takes a real man to live for everyone else before himself
I know I believe it
And it'll never get easier
But it will always be worth itThere's a war inside me that's all my own, all my ownI'm still learning to speak out against myself
And stay on the path I truly want to be on
Though I've lost my way more times that I have wished
My heart is constant and willingI still believe that we were made for more
That what I've been doing lately
This end of depression will be the start of getting back what I have lost
Because I had become conceited
But I'm making it back to where I last left off
And so I've shown you my heart
Will you restore me?