Everything as Planned

I Don't Sleep At Night,
I Don't Sleep At Night.
I Just Lay And Think,
About If Everything Went Just How I've Planned,
And How Nothing Is Going How I've Planned.I'm Tied Down To The Bed I've Made,
The One That I Said That I Had Left.
I Shouldn't Speak Before I Know,
I've Built And Rebuilt The Bed I Lay In.
But I Always End Up Restless In The Same Place.I Don't Sleep At Night,
And I Don't Know What To Think,
About The Life I've Made For Myself.
Or Have I Created My Own Hell?Did I Set Myself Up To Fail?
Tried To Take Care Of Everyone Else,
Neglected Taking Care Of Myself,
How Can I Take Care Of Anyone Else?The One Thing I Wanted Most,
Was Lost Because Of My Own.
My Own Irresponsibility.Do I Get As Many Chances As It Takes?
(As Many Chances As It Takes)
Or Have I Not Earned Them?
Or Have I Not Earned Them?Tell Me That I Have Earned Them,
Tell Me That I CanStart Sleeping Through The Night,
Will You Tell Me That I've Created A Life For Myself?
None Of Us Were Made To Fail.
I Know Without Taking Care Of Myself,
I Can Never Take Care Of Anyone Else.Will I Start To Sleep At Night?
Or Will I Just Lay And Think?
About How If Everything Went Just How I've Planned,
Or If I'm Better Off It Never Has.Will I start to Sleep?
Or Will I Just Lay In Bed?
Will I Start To Sleep At Night