Paranoid

Rinse me out, use me up
Cuss me down, fuck me up
Rinse me out, use me up
Cuss me down, fuck me upThey wanna rinse me out, use me up
Cuss me down, fuck me up
Rinse me out, use me up
Cuss me down, fuck me upSometimes when I'm on my own
And there ain't no one around I feel all alone
Laying in my bed I'm a nervous wreck
And I wind myself up until I'm vexedKeep telling myself they're out to get me
And I ain't sure who, so I make it up
Come to my own conclusions, I'm crazy
Start thinking up all kinds of stuffLike, fuck my girl, I know she cheating
That gold-digger bitch just thieving
Act like I don't care but I'm grieving
Start switching up for no reasonTold myself I ain't got no friends
Fuck my people, fuck my ends
No rational fool, I'm low
I'm paranoid, all I know is they wannaRinse me out, use me up
Cuss me down, fuck me up
Rinse me out, use me up
Cuss me down, fuck me upThey wanna rinse me out, use me up
Cuss me down, fuck me up
Rinse me out, use me up
Cuss me down, fuck me upAnd then I think about beef
Over the years I've had so much grief
Whole lot of drama in and out of East
Won't let anyone take me for a chiefAnd mans say they got my back
But it's really all just chat
Cause when it all gets on top
They leave me alone to scrapAnd I went to the ends, heard whispers
Old friends chatting bout kidnapping
Now, they hurt my pride and ego
I don't care about rap, I'm strappingBut the olders told me, ignore it
Cause I really ain't got time for it
And the ghetto, I already saw it
I'm in the world now, I gotta explore it
I can't let 'emRinse me out, use me up
Cuss me down, fuck me up
Rinse me out, use me up
Cuss me down, fuck me upThey wanna rinse me out, use me up
Cuss me down, fuck me up
Rinse me out, use me up
Cuss me down, fuck me upNo guts, no glory, no get, no gain
No love, no pain, I'm going insane
It's all too much for the brain
I'm so paranoid, I feel strangeAnd it's so long-range
Been too long, I gotta make some change
Fuck the world, I'd rather take some blame
Or I could just buy a platinum chainDiamond rings and other shiny things
Maybe the bling'll help me maintain
Or at least that it help to explain
What's my path, am I in the right lane?Why I feel so left out in the rain?
Why's it hard, it should be simple and plain
All I see when I'm in this game
Everybody wannaRinse me out, use me up
Cuss me down, fuck me up
Rinse me out, use me up
Cuss me down, fuck me upThey wanna rinse me out, use me up
Cuss me down, fuck me up
Rinse me out, use me up
Cuss me down, fuck me up