Existence In Progress

It's been times
I've denied my existence
Stretched out in Christ pose
A puppeteer of a lost worldIf I only cause you rain
I'll give you my skin
So you can feel how I feel
This is my existenceLike I've never deserved it
Somewhere along the line, I lost
A crown of thorns were never my intentionI'll stand below you, free you from blame
And then I'll continue, living my life in vain