Different

Tell myself on the ride home
Getting tired, knowing what I have done
all I've known
Holding on like it's all I have
Count me out when it's clear that I find it hard to say
And you find it hard to careI wanted to see something that's different
Something you said would change in me
Wanted to be anything different
Everything you would change in meGot this way, upfront but never true
God I'm wrong, it's just the way I am
Crashing down, any chance you hear
Caving in, any chance that you could see inside of me
And I don't know what to say, it's fine this isn't Hollywood
So fine, getting in your wayI wanted to see something that's different
Something you said would change in me
Wanted to be anything different
Everything you would change in meI'm taking a chance, this could be different
This could be all I'm waiting for
Taking a chance, this could be different
This could be all I'm waiting forI wanted to see something that's different
Something you said would change in me
Wanted to be anything different
Everything you would change in meSomething that's different