Killing A Sound

it's been so long since i've felt hope 
  i've got to tell myself 
  there is more to these hollow shells 
  the consequence is too far fetched 
  but i've seen it through my crying eyes 
  there's no sadder noise than that of nothing 
  we keep on trying to pull it through 
  there blackened days...when there's nothing left 
  wasting time and i can't decide... 
  things are fucked up in my mind 
  pushing back the way it used to be 
  my mind is shut, i want to push it away 
  it's just another wasted day, i'm giving up 
  i just don't give a fuck, because nothing's the same