Make Light

So now we see
Comes burying my burnt remains
These puddled clouds
Oh I, I understand nowBut darkness falls likes shattered pieces
Dangling, shimmering
Torn and tattered and crowned
Oh, I'll not be told, "No", to "No more"You must believe to hear me sing these
Messy morsels of my self-assuring love
Oh, it's painful kneadingYes, I lie and I wrangle with prospective angles
That glare me down and face me
With all I do wrong
Why do they all look like me?So I try and I scream and I beg and I sigh
Just to prove I'm alive, and it's alright
'Cause tonight there's a way I'll make light
Of my treacherous lifeIf I had hands I'd hold up high
My lofty dreams and my alibi's real name
But I have no strengthSo I toss and I turn and I spit in the urn
There's a ghost in your eye
There is someone that knows more than I
But I'm quick to denySo I try and I scream and I beg and I sigh
Just to prove I'm alive, and it's alright
'Cause tonight there's a way I'll make light
Of my treacherous life, make light